So many things since my last post, mostly good but the bad has been manageable. I finally got a job and started on Monday. Last Sunday was spent working my last shift cleaning and then the deriving the 2-3 hours to my uncles house. New job has been nice except for one incident. No red... Continue Reading →
Ostara 2022
New beginnings & Fresh Starts to Old Goals Lately I’ve been getting days mixed up, which I’m 90% sure is related to my mental health. I’ve been having a lot of imposter syndrome and inadequacy feels, but when I woke up today I was surprised to feel really refreshed and optimistic. After I got some... Continue Reading →
Guess who’s back
We'll see how things go this time around, after my last optimistic update surprise surprise life and health got hella crazy. I've had a lot of bad but recently more and more good coming my way. For the first time in my adult life, I'm getting less plagued by the fear that progress and the... Continue Reading →
Where I’ve Been and Where I’m Going
Last month in the middle of running the readathon and dealing with a mountain of personal life things I decided to do a bit of a reset. I went on a social media hiatus and focused hardcore on self care and personal growth. I'm at a place to come back now and I feel so... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – March 7th 2021
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – Feb 28th 2021
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – Icepocalypse, New Diagnoses, & A Path Forward
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Mental health, family tragedy, and therapy
CW: Cancer, death, major depression So once again I have gone waaay to long in between posts. Life has been crazy and I’ll do my best to catch whoever might be reading this up. As well I find this blog cathartic in a sense of getting out into a journal type entry. It’s part of... Continue Reading →
My Headache Journey – May 1-15 2020
I’ve been having migraines and frequent headaches for years. Recently they have gotten worse with some scary new neurological symptoms. I felt like chronicling my journey in getting this figured out would both be cathartic to me and potentially helpful to others. On April 29th I went to see a neurologist for the first time.... Continue Reading →