So many things since my last post, mostly good but the bad has been manageable. I finally got a job and started on Monday. Last Sunday was spent working my last shift cleaning and then the deriving the 2-3 hours to my uncles house. New job has been nice except for one incident. No red... Continue Reading →
Ostara 2022
New beginnings & Fresh Starts to Old Goals Lately I’ve been getting days mixed up, which I’m 90% sure is related to my mental health. I’ve been having a lot of imposter syndrome and inadequacy feels, but when I woke up today I was surprised to feel really refreshed and optimistic. After I got some... Continue Reading →
Guess who’s back
We'll see how things go this time around, after my last optimistic update surprise surprise life and health got hella crazy. I've had a lot of bad but recently more and more good coming my way. For the first time in my adult life, I'm getting less plagued by the fear that progress and the... Continue Reading →
Where I’ve Been and Where I’m Going
Last month in the middle of running the readathon and dealing with a mountain of personal life things I decided to do a bit of a reset. I went on a social media hiatus and focused hardcore on self care and personal growth. I'm at a place to come back now and I feel so... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – March 7th 2021
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – Feb 28th 2021
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Check In & Chat – Icepocalypse, New Diagnoses, & A Path Forward
I've been wanting to start doing little check in posts for a bit now, but I've been held back for many reasons of my own making.I wanted to do them on a schedule which just created stress about not being able to exactly stick to it. I've also worried that since most of my posts... Continue Reading →
Absence
The destigmatization of mental health is a hugely important issue for me, and when I feel I have it in me I like to share both my struggles and my triumphs. My hope is that it will help that cause in some way or even just help one person through their own struggles. My anxiety... Continue Reading →
Top 5 Wednesday – Non-fiction November
The week’s topic was suggested by Ariel (arielreads). Non-fiction November is a month-long read-a-thon dedicated to reading non-fiction. So for this weeks T5W the prompt is to share non-fiction book’s you’ve read and enjoyed. T5W is a weekly blog meme hosted over at the Top 5 Wednesday Goodreads group I don’t know if I can... Continue Reading →
Samhain 2020
An intense mix of various emotions has been consuming me both yesterday and this morning as I write this. Losing my Mamaw, one of the most important people in my life ever, was devastating. I am finding some comfort in the support of my family and my partner, and as the veil got thinner and... Continue Reading →